I will send you the blend via messenger on here if thats ok With all the bells and whistles that go with it.Yes, I am afraid of showing love due to being used/hurt one too many times, but it is difficult not to when you have a big heart...I guess that is why I am afraid. But I think now is the time to call them as I see them. I do have some passive-aggressive types of people in my life right now that I am not entirely sure have my best interests at heart. it is always like playing a game and I am not one for games, at least not head games. and thank you so much for your reply, and by the way, I am interested in your essential oil blende.