starryphish2184
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- Jun 19, 2021
Hello All. This is Raven Jensen from YouTube live shows. Im getting more familiar with the forums here. I was hoping to figure out how to change my username here to match YouTube. Anywho. You all are such beautiful souls. I love Mama Bear
and her guidance. Straight up tough love and I really need that in my life.
I'll be 37 in December. I'm my mother's only child my father had 4 other older children I'm not really close to. 2 of them have passed on already. Alot of family bio and non bio have all passed on already. So that has been leaving me to question alot of spiritual things in my life.
My maternal side is from west Tennessee. My father side is Scandinavian. I was raised by my mom uncles and grandma. We moved around alot just trying to survive and I started babysitting at 10 years old. Mom's motto growing up was "look listen and learn" and that's exactly what I did. I stayed in my books learning everything I could about medicine and healing. Not really giving a effort in classes like geometry or history or art. I love all those things now as an adult. I do some painting in my free time.
I was 11 years old and I met the white buffalo in Chippewa falls Wisconsin. That spring my half brother was almost killed in a semi truck accident leaving him paralyzed from the neck down. I visited him in the trauma center and that's when I wanted to become a nurse.
I had big dreams but something always blocked them. I just wanted to be in the air force and mom shut that down many times from all angles.
Life went on countless jobs that I loved and hated but learned so much. I attempted college 3 times and never could finish. Business Management Nursing Medical Assistant. Countless certificates but I could never get that degree. My family is full of nurses so I get pressure/encouragement still to this day.
I found my love for cooking and hospitality and started to pursue that dream. I loved to read my grandma's cookbooks. And she taught me all the ways of old and home remedies. I can hear her sometimes when I'm cooking she guides me definitely. Now I know what a kitchen green and hedge witches are! My great aunt's and grandma lol
I've been struggling with this karmic loop of energies reflecting the last 20 years. I can see so many reoccurring issues that needed to be delt with a long time ago. I got pneumonia and they had to stop my heart to get it back in rhythm. I think my soul was freaking out bc I've been evolving rapidly since then. 2018. I'm tired Boss. John Coffee lol
On a girl's trip to Sewanee Tennessee I had this spiritual awakening on a hiking trip. It was the most confusing Magical thing in my life. I was sure not expecting Shamanism would be my path because I've never heard of this before. I was raised in the bible belt. Although my mother is not religious or spiritual, most of my elders are. My cousin telling me a few years ago that I was an empath. I went searching on my own and realized Lord! That's why I'm absorbing all these energies Forever!! And I learned what energy hygiene was! AhhMazing Game Changer!
My mother giving me this unique name has been both a blessing and a curse. I never knew the symbolism of the Raven until recently. And during a dark night of the soul a voice just kept saying shamanism. Still very confused I just kept on learning tarot and listening to frequency music meditation affirmations etc. I feel silly now. I didn't even research it because I thought I was crazy for even hearing the voice. As my soul and Angels finally got through to my higher self and we all connected. I'm clear hearing feeling and seeing. I don't remember all the Clair's yet. And the messages in my reoccurring dreams from my past are finally making sense. Number symbols. And sometimes I can hear trees and plants.
Thomas and Liam are 9 and 8 years old they are my beautiful sons. Chris is my husband we've been together for 10 years. We do the best can with what we've got and It's been working out in our favor so far. My mom lives with us and helps me with the house and the boys. After living my whole life for someone or something else, I was finally in place in my life where I could invest in my well being. Doing for others is what makes me happy and that's what my mom does too. And that's what my grandma did too. But I can see the lessons they didn't learn. I can hear the heartbreak in between in the lines of their stories. I can feel the legacy there and I'm breaking these chains Yes! For my Boys and their Akash. So much gratitude and so many blessings. Mom and me we go together like peas and carrots. Earth vs Fire. She's my rock and I light the fire under her ass. Can say ass?lol
I had to let go of the negative people and things and energies and thought patterns so I can see the truth in my eyes. I needed to hear the advice that I so freely gave to others. I needed to feel the way I made others feel. I needed to be my own friend again something I haven't done since I was a little girl surrounded by nature and animals.
The first 10 weeks of my shaman apprenticeship has been self transformation. And it feels so good. I'm learning still how to work my intentions and just trust the Divine and myself. I'm learning different realms and connection to Gaia. Since I was not able to have many animals growing up. I can connect to them on a shamanic and elemental level. Im having fun learning about the medicine they provide. Ty Divine and Wild Pack for your time and beautiful souls just dancing among the stars. Keep Shining On Diamonds. Much Love Raven

I'll be 37 in December. I'm my mother's only child my father had 4 other older children I'm not really close to. 2 of them have passed on already. Alot of family bio and non bio have all passed on already. So that has been leaving me to question alot of spiritual things in my life.
My maternal side is from west Tennessee. My father side is Scandinavian. I was raised by my mom uncles and grandma. We moved around alot just trying to survive and I started babysitting at 10 years old. Mom's motto growing up was "look listen and learn" and that's exactly what I did. I stayed in my books learning everything I could about medicine and healing. Not really giving a effort in classes like geometry or history or art. I love all those things now as an adult. I do some painting in my free time.
I was 11 years old and I met the white buffalo in Chippewa falls Wisconsin. That spring my half brother was almost killed in a semi truck accident leaving him paralyzed from the neck down. I visited him in the trauma center and that's when I wanted to become a nurse.
I had big dreams but something always blocked them. I just wanted to be in the air force and mom shut that down many times from all angles.
Life went on countless jobs that I loved and hated but learned so much. I attempted college 3 times and never could finish. Business Management Nursing Medical Assistant. Countless certificates but I could never get that degree. My family is full of nurses so I get pressure/encouragement still to this day.
I found my love for cooking and hospitality and started to pursue that dream. I loved to read my grandma's cookbooks. And she taught me all the ways of old and home remedies. I can hear her sometimes when I'm cooking she guides me definitely. Now I know what a kitchen green and hedge witches are! My great aunt's and grandma lol
I've been struggling with this karmic loop of energies reflecting the last 20 years. I can see so many reoccurring issues that needed to be delt with a long time ago. I got pneumonia and they had to stop my heart to get it back in rhythm. I think my soul was freaking out bc I've been evolving rapidly since then. 2018. I'm tired Boss. John Coffee lol
On a girl's trip to Sewanee Tennessee I had this spiritual awakening on a hiking trip. It was the most confusing Magical thing in my life. I was sure not expecting Shamanism would be my path because I've never heard of this before. I was raised in the bible belt. Although my mother is not religious or spiritual, most of my elders are. My cousin telling me a few years ago that I was an empath. I went searching on my own and realized Lord! That's why I'm absorbing all these energies Forever!! And I learned what energy hygiene was! AhhMazing Game Changer!
My mother giving me this unique name has been both a blessing and a curse. I never knew the symbolism of the Raven until recently. And during a dark night of the soul a voice just kept saying shamanism. Still very confused I just kept on learning tarot and listening to frequency music meditation affirmations etc. I feel silly now. I didn't even research it because I thought I was crazy for even hearing the voice. As my soul and Angels finally got through to my higher self and we all connected. I'm clear hearing feeling and seeing. I don't remember all the Clair's yet. And the messages in my reoccurring dreams from my past are finally making sense. Number symbols. And sometimes I can hear trees and plants.
Thomas and Liam are 9 and 8 years old they are my beautiful sons. Chris is my husband we've been together for 10 years. We do the best can with what we've got and It's been working out in our favor so far. My mom lives with us and helps me with the house and the boys. After living my whole life for someone or something else, I was finally in place in my life where I could invest in my well being. Doing for others is what makes me happy and that's what my mom does too. And that's what my grandma did too. But I can see the lessons they didn't learn. I can hear the heartbreak in between in the lines of their stories. I can feel the legacy there and I'm breaking these chains Yes! For my Boys and their Akash. So much gratitude and so many blessings. Mom and me we go together like peas and carrots. Earth vs Fire. She's my rock and I light the fire under her ass. Can say ass?lol
I had to let go of the negative people and things and energies and thought patterns so I can see the truth in my eyes. I needed to hear the advice that I so freely gave to others. I needed to feel the way I made others feel. I needed to be my own friend again something I haven't done since I was a little girl surrounded by nature and animals.
The first 10 weeks of my shaman apprenticeship has been self transformation. And it feels so good. I'm learning still how to work my intentions and just trust the Divine and myself. I'm learning different realms and connection to Gaia. Since I was not able to have many animals growing up. I can connect to them on a shamanic and elemental level. Im having fun learning about the medicine they provide. Ty Divine and Wild Pack for your time and beautiful souls just dancing among the stars. Keep Shining On Diamonds. Much Love Raven